“When we see beyond pain & find ourselves in others we learn to love at the deepest level.” - Jason Garner

With the silent walls and unworn furniture the house seemed devoid of life, as if barren, even when Bu Juriah was home. She came home tired, and though she made her advances, she never needed to be satisfied. She spent hours staring at the antique grandfather clock that she had bought from a market just before her husband passed away.

She became a single parent for almost eleven years old, her sons and daughters are all have been married. She lives with her two daughters in Hambalang. She is uneducated person, in the past her parents couldn’t bring her to school because of their economy problem. She earns money as “Pedagang Keliling”, every day to fulfil her needs. She has been “pedagang keliling” since her husband (pak Anif) passed away. Before she go for work, she should pass many things that she should prepare, such as cooking, frying, packing and so on. She starts to sell her foods at 12.00 p.m and reach home at 04.00 p.m, she earn money about Rp.50.000 – 80.000 a day. Sometimes many obstacles come whether her health or her daughter who forbid her to work because she is too old. But she never give up, I don’t know the way she convince her daughter but the thing is I’m so proud of her, totally proud of her. She really enjoys her job, I never seen her feel tired or sad, she is really good in face, she always makes people especially me proud of her. There is one factor that really affect to her life, which is her beloved husband Pak Anif. Forgetting all the memories that she and her husband made is the hardest thing she has ever felt. I said “

     "Surely we belong to Allah and to Him shall we return”

I felt so guilty when I asked her about her husband, I’ve turned her smile into sadness then I asked for forgiveness, but then she smiled. She said “You don’t have to be guilty, actually I want to thank for reminding me. I will always seek help and guidance from Allah (SWT) ” She doesn’t want to live in sorrow, she chose to be a food seller to earn money. She is 54 years old, but her spirit to live is uncounted. I’m so proud getting this big opportunity to interview such an inspiring woman. This story made me realize that why didn’t I use my life to do advantageous things and never give up. Why didn’t I use my hands, my feet to do something at least for myself for example tidy up my bed and start being independent. This story really changes me…….a lot.

Take pics  with such an inspiring woman

I have learned so many things from her such as:

- Learn my role and responsibility in my family. Fulfill my responsibilities to the best of my ability.

- Be Satisfied with Little: The Prophet (SAW) who is our true role model, taught us to look towards those who are less advantageous than us in this world and to look up to them who are more advanced than us in Deen.

Hopefully this gift would be memorable for her and used when she work. Once again thank you Bu Juriah for sharing your incredible story, this is really amazing and it such an honor for me to have conversation with you.

“The foundation of a happy life is mutual love and sacrifice” –Via-

My sharable moment with the golden ager

Last week,some of  the Al-Taqwa students including me were having educational trip to Lombok, Nusa Tenggara Barat with the supervision of Ms.Muslimah and Ms.Vivi (our teachers).

It was an educational trip. This trip has educated me how to thank to Allah for all his creations ,wonderful islands, beautiful views were so fascinating to me and has educated me how to respect the seniors. In this trip I got an opportunity to come to a senior house Panti Sosial Tresna Werdha Puspa Karma in Ampenan, Mataram.

The Quran and Sunnah About The Elderly

QURAN

“Your Lord has commanded that you worship none but Him, and that you be kind to your parents. If one or both of them reach old age with you, do not say to them a word of disrespect, or scold them, but say a generous word to them. And act humbly to them in mercy, and say, ‘My Lord, have mercy on them, since they cared for me when I was small.” (17: 23-24)

Anas ibn Malik (may Allah be pleased with him) narrated that the Prophet (peace and blessings be upon him) said, "If a young man honors an elderly on account of his age, Allah appoints someone to honor him in his old age." (At-Tirmidhi; ranked hasan by Al-Albani)

The Prophet here advises the young of the Muslim society, who will be tomorrow's elderly, to honor the elderly. Continuous application of this Prophetic advice helps bridge the gap between generations and spreads an atmosphere of love and understanding between the young and the old. Consider here also the generalization in the Prophet's words: "If a young man honors an elderly;" the hadith requires honoring the elderly regardless of their color or religion.

HOW CAN I HELP THE SENIORS ENJOY THEIR LIVES ??????

A simple visit can make all the difference in their day. Human interaction, especially with loved ones, can make the holiday season a little brighter. If your loved one is having difficulty participating in the celebrations, then bring the celebrations to them. 
Talk together about the feelings they are having. Sharing these feelings and knowing that someone is listening to them can make seniors feel much better.
There, I was surprise, I thought the seniors there were going to be treated by us, but I was wrong. We were treated by them, they were so welcoming and opened. They live happily, one of them said "I am so happy living here, I have lots of friends with the same age and I can eat freely".
I asked one of the seniors there to take a selfie, without a second thought ,she posed like a teenager.

I have interviewed one of the seniors named Astiah, she was born in Pasuruan. The problem comes when the elder person doesn't have children to take care of them and most of people are simply unable to take care of their aging parents. And because of their economy problem. When she was young and strong, she worked as "Pengangkut Barang" in traditional market and she was paid with 1 Kg of rice. By this, she could eat.
Now, she doesn't know where her family is. She only remember that her family was in East Java. Just for your information, she is good in singing. Click this video below

A-Level assessment

My Life

The thrum of  a guitar makes me fly
Try to return its sound
But it is a thing that I couldn't lie
Ultimately I start to dance;
I act normally
My appearance comes naturally
Spending my life gradually
And avoid from brutality
which is away me from humanity;
People said I'm having insanity
Who always being gloomy
But actually I'm just thinking of heaven, that has a beautiful valley

Life gives you opportunity and life wants you to take it not to waste it
Doesn't matter how difficult it is ,so just taste it

Liar

Your mouth is a fire to people
They're turning to ashes when you talk
Your appearance is diabolical
Perhaps you are a demon ancestry;
You act abnormal
You speak arbitrarily
You don't even know the truth
but you just say it;
Try to be an innocent serf
Never consider deeply on what you've done
You just let others fell down
and you just give an evil smile

I know who you are ,you are the worst creature in this world
there's only one word in my mind "LIAR"

-These poems are totally made by Via-

A-Level (Chemistry)

EQUILIBRIUM

-----> A mixture of products and reactants is formed.The product react together to re-form reactants at the same time as the reactants are forming products. (Reversible)

The characteristics of Equilibrium :

- It is dynamic
-The forward and reverse reactions occur at the same rate.
-The concentrations of reactants and products remain constant at equlibrium.
- It requires a closed system .

A-Level (Biology)

Blood Plasma And Tissue fluid.

Plasma : Cells floating in a pale yellow liquid.

Tissue Fluid : the colorless fluid that fills the spaces between body cells.

-Blood : Handles the distribution of nutrients, O2 and Hormones.

-Arteries and Veins : Form the transport route where blood flows à made up of 3 layers ,such as :

1) Inner layer ( Endothelium)

2) Middle layer (Tunica media)

3) Outer layer (Tunica externa)

-Heart : The motor of this transport service.

Capillaries : are sites of exchange.

Blood  :

1)      White  Blood : Made in the bone marrow but are easy to distinguish from red blood cells

2)      Red Blood        : Transport oxygen from lungs to respiring tissues.

The Real Analysis

A  l    o     n       e

A word that's very WRONG
Has a big power to make you f
                                             a
                                              l
                                              l
And      a     w      a      y    you   from the existence of ALLAH
Who      By
always   Your
stay        Side

Analysis of Via's work

In this poem , the size of the texts are totally different .The writer starts from largest to the smallest. It shows the mourn expression of the writer.In this poem ,the writer uses an abstract line.The shape of the text are totally can not be seen as a real shape, because in this poem, there are so many types of phases
The writer also crosses the "WRONG" word , to convince the reader that it has a wrong meaning.
The word "fall" it is set from up to down, to give an effect the real definition of fall. In the fourth line, the writer put many spaces, because from the word "away" .

Sometimes

Sometimes you need to d i s t a n c e

your self to see things clearly

Sometimes a little rebellion

is a good thing

Sometimes you have to forget

what's g  o  n  e

Analysis of Nadia's work

In the second line of the first poem , the writer put a big space of the word "distance". It is separated to describe what distance is, which is "faraway". In the second line ,there is a word "Clearly" ,the writer bold the text and make the size bigger, to show a convincing effect, so the reader can easily read it. Next is the word "little rebellion" ,it designed as a tiny font. And also the writer crosses the word "forget" , it means the writer wants to shows  a firm decision effect.Some of the lines are longer and some are shorter..And as the reader can see from the last text, the extra spaces are given in that part ,by taking the word " gone".

Concrete Poems

Dream
It's a simple name
That has lots of meaning
No need to feel shame
Because dream wants you come there


A  l    o     n       e

A word that's very WRONG
Has a big power to make you f
                                             a
                                              l
                                              l
And away you------------------------- from the existence of ALLAH
Who      By
always   Your
stay        Side


STOP!
My hands still keep writing 
My brain can NOT stop working
I'm   t  i  r e d of doing these laborious tasks
I need a full .
Not ,,,,,,,,,,